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Blaze of Glory


Roger+Federer+2015+Open+Day+6+qWYxzSIRuEFxFine Roger Federer, I give up. I relent. You have forced me to come out of my self-imposed hiatus and write something, anything, just to capture this moment in time. You have made an amazing run all the way to the final of the US Open and now I have to write. You just had to go and be awesome. Ughhh.

Here I was, quietly minding my business while catching bits of tennis on the side (your matches were mostly all I watched). With each match I saw you cut through your quarter and then your half of the draw. With every win I could sense I was about to get overly excited but then just in the nick of time I would manage to reprimand myself: “No! This is good that he won and I am very grateful that he made it this far, but anything after this is a bonus so NO! Don’t get your hopes up! Just …. NO.”

But you weren’t happy with simply winning were you? No, you had to win each match Comprehensively. Completely. Totally. Why haven’t you dropped a set yet Roger? Why? Your opponents even had break points and poor Philipp actually broke you twice. But you had the audacity to win those sets anyway. You see what this does? This makes you seem infallible. And no one is infallible Roger, we know this, you and I. So why hasn’t the shoe dropped yet?

I used to know how to process the US Open. Ever since 2009, that Grand Slam has been a nightmare. The hours are crazy and I have horrible memories of watching painful losses at 3am in the morning. The US Open to me has been that really oily plate of fries you know you shouldn’t eat, but you are hanging out with all your friends so you eat them anyway, knowing they will make you sick in the morning. And like clockwork, you wake up the next day clutching your stomach in pain and cursing at yourself for being stupid and never learning. The US Open is unhealthy for me. It robs me of my sleep, makes me ill and also makes me angry for putting myself through it each year.

But that was the past 6 years. What happened to that routine Roger? All of a sudden, now you are back in the US Open final. You have thrown out all my safety nets. This is now uncharted territory. I don’t know what to do with myself. I could list out your fabulous records that you set to get here:

  • Roger Federer has reached his 7th US Open Final, his 27th Grand Slam final, his 133rd career final and his 9th final of the year.
  • Roger Federer also reached his 38th Grand Slam SF and 46th Grand Slam QF.
  • Roger Federer has won 297 Grand Slam matches out of 345 that he has played.
  • Roger Federer has won 78 matches at the US Open
  • Roger Federer has played 1,281 career matches and has won 1,047 of them.
  • This is the first time Roger Federer has not dropped a set till the final at a Grand Slam since Wimbledon 2008

But all this does is make me even more greedy. You are fantastic Roger. I keep running out of superlatives to describe you. But I have conflicting emotions about how quickly you can get my hopes up despite my best intentions. I am trying to stay level-headed but you are making it very difficult. I don’t know what will happen in a few hours from now. I am nervous, pessimistic and excited all at once with a steady undercurrent of feeling nauseous.

I think if I keep writing this post I will soon start to write things that don’t make sense. So I shall end with saying: leave your heart out there Roger. You have broken all the rules and expectations by getting here. No point in playing it safe now. You have nothing to lose and only glory to gain. Might as well fight till the last breath.

I know the lyrics don’t match up to your situation word for word Roger but the mood conveys how I am feeling now. Give ‘em hell Maestro!

‘Cause sometimes you just feel tired,
Feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
And just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up
And not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.

Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can’t shut my mouth.
Till the smoke clears out. Am I high? Perhaps
I’ma rip this shit till my bones collapse.

-“Till I Collapse” by Eminem


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19 thoughts on “Blaze of Glory

  1. Can’t thank you enough for your wonderful post, so we’ll written!


  2. I mean well written


    • Thank you so much! I wrote it all in one go in 40 minutes! I am just a ball of emotions right now so I am amazed it even made sense to anyone. Thanks so much for reading and commenting! I hope he gives Novak a massive fight!


  3. I do hope too that there will be no pain in the stomach after tonight’s match. Boy, am I nervous!


    • Thank you for reading and commenting on the post! And I am a total ball of nerves right now. I am changing the channels on tv but for some reason my tv is on mute. I don’t even know what to do right now. I hope he gives Novak one hell of a fight!


  4. You have put into words what so many fans must be feeling right now!

    I’m nervous, in fact a bundle of nerves, yet eagerly looking forward to the match and desperately want to see Roger pull out all the stops to win that trophy tonight. As you say he has nothing to lose.

    The sabr is a stroke of genius! It shows Roger is thinking about his game, planning strategies and doing his utmost to improve his chances, whilst minimising unnecessary effort in long baseline slug outs.

    Frankly I am not impressed by those who say it is disrespectful. For from it, it shows an agile mind keen to pose a new challenge to opponents. What is disrespectful and unsportsmanlike, in my humble opinion, are shots purposely played directly at your opponent’s body or head, spurious medical time outs or extra long comfort breaks.

    Now breathe, calm down send positive vibes over the seas to Arthur Ashe to the Federer camp. Will be feeling every move with them tonight for sure!


    • Thanks for reading and commenting! I LOVE the SABR and it’s not disrespectful at all. Or rather, if it’s disrespectful, then dropshots are also disrespectful, as are backhand smashes and tweeners and blah blah blah. Whatever Boris! Hope Roger bring his peak form tonight and uses the SABR only when he is absolutely sure of it. 2 hours to go…. Allez!


  5. Watched all those 3 SFs in 2010, 2011 and last year. The worst was 2011 when he had match point and was serving 😦 In 7-6 in GS, 3 of Djokovic wins have been in 5 setters. Very painful to watch those. Hope tonight is a different one.


  6. This post is aching with the same emotions that me and other Fed fans are going through at the moment. Thank you for penning this and capturing this wonderful moment 🙂


    • Thanks for reading and commenting! I don’t know if the moment is ‘wonderful’ because right now it feels time is going really slowly and also really fast at the same time if you know what I mean. I am having too many emotions all at once! I hope he really brings his awesome form today!

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      • I think we should appreciate every little/large positive thing that happens to Roger. He takes the time to enjoy every moment especially in the latter part of his career and we should try and do the same. 🙂


      • We should. But I’m weak 😦 Interestingly this is a different kind of nervousness I am feeling compared to Wimbledon. I didn’t expect him to reach the final at the USO after so many heart-breakers the past 6 years. Now I’m just confused about how to react 😛

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  7. Just says it all! 👏👏😘😘


  8. I was so happy to see this! If it were possible to win the match due to the sheer love Roger inspires, this would be a done deal! You expressed our hopes and yes, our fears so well! Once more, we lay all our hearts on the line because Roger does the same. Hoping things go our way! Go Roger!


    • Thanks for reading and commenting! I had no intention of writing anything but I had so much raw, nervous energy, I figured I could use the distraction. Wrote it super-fast too! And yes, if only Roger could win on love alone! *sigh* I hope he bring his peak form against Novak tonight, because we all know Novak will go up a gear just for Roger 😦 C’mon Maestro! Go for it!


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